Morning louie October is here few more weeks and it's your birthday and anniversary.. been dreading this month to start the memory of the happiest , worrying time then 2 days later our world falls apart.. the pain the hardest pain which never leaves never gets easier just learn to try and live with you not here. Louie we miss you ever day ever second. Smiles and laughter can't hard the fact we want you here hold you look after u. You are and always be our little boy. Help us get though this month little man be the hardest one of the year. Love you. Xxx